me and my reality. xo

hes been there through the tears and laughter

the fights and make-ups

the dates and break-ups.

always listened while i babbled

and advised me through my fears.

i can trust him with my life

and give him my heart.

my only fear is that one day i will hurt him,

and if i do things will change.

i wont be there to help with his pains

comfort him in time of need.

we have talked of a future

but now its becoming a reality.

reality scares me,

makes me want to cowair in the corner like a scared child,

scream and cry like no one is listening.

Jul 27
scared.

"trust your heart if the sea catches fire (live by love through the stars walk backwards)"

Jul 27

"Be yourself. Everyone else is taken."

Jul 27

"I believe that everything happens for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when their right, you believe lies so you eventually learn to trust noone but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together."

Jul 27

"This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too…. And babv, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soul mate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about."

Jul 27