hes been there through the tears and laughter the fights and make-ups the dates and break-ups. always listened while i babbled and advised me through my fears. i can trust him with my life and give him my heart. my only fear is that one day i will hurt him, and if i do things will change. i wont be there to help with his pains comfort him in time of need. we have talked of a future but now its becoming a reality. reality scares me, makes me want to cowair in the corner like a scared child, scream and cry like no one is listening. Jul 27 scared.